Spinning around

2009-09-29T01:08:00.001+08:00

isn't it ironic that we ignore those who adore us,
adore the ones who ignore us,
hurt those who love us,
love the ones who hurts us.

credit to http://honeygies.blogspot.com/

2009-09-27T05:33:00.002+08:00

life is like a filming a movie
but there is no NG or cut.
once u make a mistake,
there is no way u can undo,
its either u improve on the situation or let it get worst

the same for our action or the words we said.
there is no way we can take back.
we can only improve by making up to others or let it be
many of us, will just say/ do anything we like,
without thinking of others feeling and hurt them w/o knowing.

don't keep dwelling on what went wrong,
think of the solution instead of the problem.
making a mistake is alright
but when u keep making the same mistake over and over again
then its time to reflect and make changes.
when u create a problem, remember to solve it urself. :)

do wat is within our control and left the rest take its course by nature

2009-06-15T03:56:00.002+08:00

been busy and tired recently.
timing quite packed and rush,
all came to sudden till i realise it,

its gd or bad? haha, not up to me to judge
things hasn't been going easy
don't think will be that free for the time being
but, need to find me can always sms/call me de :)

may it be now, or later
we will always meet challenges and problem,
maybe we will get through it, maybe we will fail
and thats when we learn and grow.
but no matter wat, don't regret
set up yr mind and go for it
its a choice we had made and learn from it :)

may it be gd or bad, depend how we view at it

2009-05-19T16:13:00.002+08:00

i guess it all happen too fast
some may have accept it, some are still trying to accept the fact
treasure wat we have, do the best of our lives and not waste it

each one of us with a unique set of challenges will help us to discover who we really are
instead of avoiding, y not face it bravely.

gues thats all i gonna say ba?
RIP

*Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow,

Sometimes we must fail in order to know,

Sometimes we must lose in order to gain

Because some lessons in life are best learned through pain.

*credit to leon

life is full of surprises, may it be gd or bad, instead of awaiting it to come, y not we make it appear

2009-04-27T23:38:00.005+08:00

it all happen just too fast
my greatest console towards u
the world just goes around no matter wat happen
remember we will always be there for u!!! :)
take care and get well soon!

don't bother asking wat happen
if u should know wat happen u will be inform :)

when things happen too fast, we just need time to respond to it

2009-03-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

had a great celebration for my ah ma bd, but i should say i am a very lousy planner -.-
ofcourse most stuff were last min, like wat to do, this and that.
though timing was short and didn't do much things, only had cable car and sky tower ride.
but i guess thats more than enough ba? she do appreciate and understand it ba?
haiz ya, don't care so much it over le :)

been working at times, so tell me early if gonna meet out ok? :)

time to do a rest.

asking is the best way to know an answer

2009-02-14T17:44:00.004+08:00

hmm... life been pretty relax, doing nth much, just relax -.-
some of the game is about to start, some is about to make an end :)
game that is starting, lets enjoy the process
game that is ending, lets end it nicely xD

some meaningful PM i saw
"a plan is only as good as those who see it through" - teck chee
" Sometimes the best way forward is to take a step back"- leon

not all things is within our control, so lets our best and have no regret :)
if u think u know everything, the only comment i can give is think again.
wat goes around, come around.

and now its time to play with fire!!!! xD

btw
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!!

don't force others to eat what they don't like.

2009-02-05T15:37:00.002+08:00

an action can bring 1 happiness or anger

fire can either help u or harm u. but over playing of it will bring u no where

jokes are like milk, at the right temperature its nice, at the wrong temperate its stale

thats all i can think of ba?
and ofcourse some contribution by others lah i not so pro =x

2009-02-04T01:57:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
abit too late to wish? nvm, late better than none-.-

also not sure wat to post lei.
well, cny ma, nth much ? went visiting, card playing and stuff. though lose money lah, but the fun is still there, or should i say i enjoy for some of the game.

but up till now yet to find job , nvm will find 1 soon -.- any kind soul help me find? -.- haha

stop here ba, lazy le.
anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEON! say before hand, who know i forget -.-

the power of slient

2009-01-09T00:39:00.003+08:00

wat is truth, wat is lie
wat is real, wat is fake
its never the same, just how much we change
saying i changed, y not we changed
the worst nightmare is always there
way we handle, is how much we care

just some thought i had when bathing. -.- haha
wa, i realise all my thought came in when bathing -.-

time to slp. bye. tc. night

when hurt is appearing, y not end with happy ending?

2009-01-02T22:04:00.001+08:00

and thats how i feel -.-

2008-12-27T21:49:00.006+08:00

well, if know me well enough know i pretty lazy de. so for the update if my bd celebration and stuff , i will link u to others de blog :)

following are some celebration i had :
chai yun and co
xin hui and co
wendy and co

and a cute pic by jiayu. thanks

and ofcourse there are others who i didn't link or say it out. cos too many? haha
but no worry, i have remember the stuff u all done :)

Below are some pic taken during the genting trip:

The seven of us

yong xiang and me

wei xiong and me

having fish 'spa'

learn to stop before it backfire

2008-12-10T22:09:00.006+08:00

A moment of happy, a moment of sad
A moment of excitement, a moment of disappointment
A moment of truth, a moment of lie
A moment of love, a moment of hate
A moment of lover , a moment of enemy
A moment of friend, a moment of stranger
A moment of lively, a moment of lonely

well, isn't life all about this bits and pieces of moment ?
and when put all this moment together, its our life.

since we are unable to know wat going happen next moment, y not we treasure the moment we having now? haha

ok, stop my moment stuff. just a thought i had when bathing -.-

不能重来的伤害而我们学会了释怀

2008-12-04T22:32:00.005+08:00

think getting older and older le ba?
alot things easily to forget.
can plan to say smth and next min forget le -.-

do remind me of any stuff ok?
like going out / giving credit or wat lah, in case i forget

hmm....
seem like this holiday gonna be short again, how can i work and earn $$ ? -.-
17 dec being taken 19-21dec at genting.
hmm... nvm at least still got 2 wks to work. hopefully by then i can find a job.

having some problem with tag box, so took it off. below is the tag that i got recently:

xiinhuii: HellOs. Only 18+ haben 19 still dare say OLD.. *kill* update something interesting!!!! =D takecare!

andrea: hello!! My jive fiesta event is tomorrow, (5th december) 1130am-130pm at south agora. come down support ok? games, food, henna, song dedication. come down support me ok? drag all yr friends along.

xuan: Hey lao de! Wahaha!

XUEFANG: last christmas!lol!

estee: hmmmm.. i think .. u left jiali out. lol.

sabrina: think so? piangs, faint -.- u so bad one lor.. show me the -.-, nv show other ppl! sadden.

Jiayu: So fast Xmas song le

My respond:

blue~ xiinhuii: haha, gonna 19 soon. nth much to write lei ? hmm... give me some idea? u also take care wor

blue~andrea: smart hor use my tag box to promote yr stuff. haha. okok

blue~xuan: wa, da de long time no see u tag le wor . haha -.-

blue~XUEFANG: nice lei -.- old song lai de, lazy to find new de

blue~estee: is it? psps. too many things on mind to remember le. old le ma. btw had make the changes le

blue~sabrina: thats my trademark. u don't know wor? haha -.-

blue~Jiayu: lazy to change ma-.-

a art work with paint fading off

2008-12-01T00:51:00.003+08:00

wat a small world.
do watch out wat u do or say wor -.-
who know someone u know it just beside u -.- haha

at first got to meet a 2 yrs ago de working friend
then sat at expo got to see my php faci -.-

who know the moment i step out of house will be my another friend or wat wor? haha

It sales ma. hmm.. didn't go walk lah, go in then come out le -.- see the ppl is more than enough from me seeing the stuff.

a condemn plan, yet being used

2008-11-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN HUI!!!
ps ar, today unable to celebrate with u .
do enjoy urself !!

been busy recently, neglect a number of ppl and task.
hoping things will get better and things go back to normal
sorry ppl!!!
will try my best to make things right

things do changes as time passby

2008-11-28T22:00:00.003+08:00

Finally got back my laptop !!!
hmm... or should i say i got back a new laptop. Aspire 4930.
gd or bad? hmm... don't know? afterall, all my stuff have to pay $300 to rent my hard drive back -.-

well, but a fact that i know.
during the period of days w/o laptop.
alot of the ppl had helped me.
A great thanks to :
da de(yi xuan)
xiao de (xin hui)
mei( estee)
jiali
han jing
leon(roc)
jingkai
yansheng

anyone i leave out? hmm... psps , if i do leave u out. but thanks alot to all :)

2008-11-23T23:59:00.004+08:00

shh.... only think i can say i guess?
too tired
too many curious
too many answer

cue pic got from angie:)
hope my laptop discharge soon.

sadness ad happiness is always balance up

2008-11-18T23:39:00.005+08:00

诚意 simple 2 words that is difficult to obtain/achieve . haha. guess jingkai will know ba? a joke between us -.-

well had a busy schedule this wk

mon-force to work at sakae
tues- went to acer service center, my laptop had to stay there for 4/5 days
night went running
wed- sch
thurs sch halfway?(maybe) work for loreal
fri-loreal , back to sch for UT nia
sat-loreal
sun-loreal

alot things will blog but see how lah, wait till my lap is back then say ba

saying and doing all stuff is just a from of advise, how things works greatly depend on us

2008-11-12T22:07:00.007+08:00

pic not bad ar? haha
ok back to topic

sunday had meet up with jingkai and wilson
some times since we went out tgt ?
chat chat when bugis and sim lim.
afterall its a great chat i guess? haha

the rest of the day nth much le i guess?
today last day of PP for all wor.
i guess the result will be out soon? haha

though u find me when yr bored
though u may not appreciate the stuff i done for u
though wat u say may not always be true or just a act
but u will still be dote by me . -.-

time do able to change all stuff i guess?

2008-11-06T21:44:00.002+08:00

guess weather is too hot ba?
the temperature in us had increased.
time to pour some water to keep us cool

i guess tmr will be the decision of the ans
its pointless to keep bug me of the problem.
no comment

2008-11-03T22:07:00.003+08:00

different ppl using the same method
it work once, twice. but not for the third time.
i promise that is the worst strategy u should ever use

2008-10-30T21:39:00.002+08:00

well,had my PP presentation today.
ofcourse gd enough to have 3 alarm waking me.
first is my hp, 2nd and 3rd is human alarm. haha.
cool yea? don't jealous-.-

PP ma, how should i say?
ok ba? depend on faci u get?
for most case, just know wat u are doing well can le?
have a normal presentation prepare and understand yr content well.
take it easy and relax.
cos u will never know wat ques they will ask, so for wat generate for many ques to scare urself?

wa wa, ANGIE WONG didn't know u steady zai zai de wor. haha
today woke up so early wake me up, then come sch visit me. haha
but partly cos of yr poster ma. haha. THANKS ALOT !!!!

ofcourse another person who wake me up is my mei!!
haha, today able to reach early mostly cos of them wor.
THANKS ALOT wor!!!

finally thanks for all the wishes.
ofcourse all the best to all who is having their PP
will continue the presentation story after all had done theirs :)

thats all for now i guess

it all seem so blur

2008-10-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

the one who really understand my doing

think its time to take a step back

all the things u know is about to change

2008-10-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

well, let me quick run through wat i been doing ba?
last fri(17/10/08) had UT, no comment for the UT. after that meet up with yan sheng to far east. had sushi -.- haha. oops!!
angie u should feel honour, not none of my poly friend seem him before i think
midnight, went xiong de house for majong . haha

sat- suppose to have my E-trail for FTT and running. but over tired so went hm and slp till 6pm.oops. haha

sun- finally chiong my PP!!! yes 3/4 done. haha. hardworking wor? chiong till midnight hor

mon- had my FTT. yes its a pass . haha. tks for all de wishing and blessing. :)

thats all for now i guess?? btw i am done with my PP !!!!
any kind soul wanna print for me? cos wed and thurs working wor. haha

don't overlook a small mistake, as it may cause a great impact

2008-10-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

a)Ppl whu gt tagged muz write the ans on their blog

b)Tag 8 ppl tp d0 this quiz & those whu r tagged cannot refuse. The person must say who they tagged by & cannot tag on the tag person whom they were tagged by.

c)Continue this game by sending it to other ppl.

The Lucky 8... anna, janene, jasline, jing kai, peiling, mabel, ying ying, zhi hao

01. What have you been doing recently?
sch + work

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yes. when changing battery -.-

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
with for jingkai to buy his food

04. When did you last cry?
can't remember guess?

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
yes, but we also have the ability to change it

06. What do you want in your life right now?
helping others with their problem && enjoy !

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
i just walk as though nth happen

8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my blanket!

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts

10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
u're alwaz remember

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
no comment

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
4bia?

14. What are you proud of?
everything i had

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
Bon voyage! :)

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
can't remember

17.Do you have any nicknames?
too many to list out -.-

18. What does your last received text message say?
ya slping soon le

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
1.30am?

20. Are you currently happy?
average?

21. Who gives you best advice?
myself

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i don't eat that de-.-

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
yansheng && jiayu

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
too many on mind

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
xinhui i guess?

26. Do you wear toe socks?
nope

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
wendy

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
nope:)

29. What annoys you most in a person?
lying as though others won't know

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
now? don't think so.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
nah

32. What is the colour of your room?
white(most common colour)

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
nope :) i don't see the purpose, my heart will kill me for doing so

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?
hmm.. talk is free ba? haha

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
difficult to ques. i don't hug or let ppl hug me.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
my grandmother? haha. kissed her when young i guess

38. Do you have a life?
ques trying to be cute?

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
well, at times will try to think wat i will do when they died

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
guess out urself

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
wa, u say its dream le,so rarely go remember

42. Last time you smiled?
today

43. Have you changed this year?
i been changing -.-

44. What are you listening right now?
not listening

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
nope.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open, but to others its closed -.-

47. Is there a quote you live by?
too many to list out

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
hmm.... currently nope

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
piano for 1 min -.-

50. What was the worst idea you’ve had in this week?
hmm.... unsure of it

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
on the phone i guess

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
no love life lei -.-

53. What song best describe your love life?
after i found then i tell u -.-

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
haha, i like all my friends -.-

55. Who always make you laugh?
depend de i guess

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chi ++ hokkien

57. Favourite website(s)
leo.rp.edu.sg. have to go in daily for sch days

58. What’s your middle name?
wat lai de wor? haha

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
sch lah -.- ++ work

60. What do you think you are like?
i like a human -.-

61. Who will you choose to die with?
i rather not die

63. What game do you play often?
not sure lei

64. Who are you missing right now?
the wan who is reading my blog . haha

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
hmm... i will choose both. haha

66. What are you doing right now?
doing this quiz lah -.-

67. Which primary school are you from?
east view primary.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
blue, light blue,yellow

69. What emotion you like to show?
random show de

70. What is your life to you?
its about living and helping

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
solve it ba

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
xinhui

73. Who do you admire most?
ah ma ofcourse. she understand me the most

74. Which month are you born in?
december

75. How are you feeling right now?
bored ! doing 100 ques -.-

76. What is the time now?
23.33

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
colourless. no dye hair de wor

79. Why are you doing this test?
being force -.-

80. What do you do when you’re moody?
depend on the problem then react differently

81. At which age you wish to get married?
didn't think of

82. Who is more important to you?
myself -.-

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
haha, when the time comes i will tell u

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
the person should now it himself/herself

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
at times i do see it

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
be psychologist

87. What is your goal for this year?
have fun and enjoy?

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
nth is forever

89. What feeling do you love most?
love being dote -.-

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
i feel its very hot now -.-

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
being cheated

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
ofcourse, but will it last also depend on the other party

93. Do you believe in God?
hmm... i believe in myself

94. Who cares for you most?
the ones who deserve it

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
things u had done and the memories

96. What will you bring when you fight?
bring my gut. if not how to fight -.-

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
wait till i have 1 loh .haha

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
how will u feel then ?

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
wait till experience

100.how do you feel?
tired .slping soon

2008-10-14T22:22:00.002+08:00

hmm... class okok, didn't manage to complete my work, expected? haha.
but faci sure understand de ma. haha
hmm... UT == all the best .

work, fierce like siao. only 3 ppl working. wenndy pei fei and me.
and even before i reach. only the 2 of them working -.-
all tks to james for the arrangement. knowing i got UT still put the 3 of them working nia -.-

a quarrel outbreak not long after i arrive . -.- things getting worst and worst wor. seem like been quarreling . haiz ya, don't know lah. lazy to bother so much also.

tks wendy(sakae de -.-) stand out for me wor .haha. but is i kanna scold for nth so she help me. haha.
was tiring de!
had to woke up at 5.30am, cos wanted to had breakfast -.-

i didn't realise this cute things in my ah ma house, all of us was coughing -.- haha.
does this prove we are related as a family ? haha. -.-

don't wait for things to happen instead make them happen before it get to late

2008-10-13T22:21:00.003+08:00

hihi, back to post smth . due to special request from sabrina(sakae de friend)

ppl if u thinking of buying buying Contact lenses, don't mind looking at the link below :
http://simply-in-vogue.blogspot.com/

well,for the price ma, she promise to give a special price? haha.
so just directly contact me yea? and i take the order or check the price for u .
BUT pls try to get it before friday, as she is going to take her last order by friday
after that the price .hmm... i not sure le.

for clothing also can take a look at:
http://novrei.blogspot.com/

ok, done with my job.

2008-10-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

well, had nth much to update wor. so upload a link/presentation that xiao de send me.
hope it do help u ppl :)
though long ago but meaningful wor.

remember the less u expect the more u receive,
while the more u expect , the less u receive

just give yr very best, no matter what the end result is. the very least is u won't be regret as u have done wat u can.

ok,end of my talking -.-

love it, hate it ,thats life

Life on the train

2008-10-12T22:34:00.001+08:00

Life on a Train

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2008-10-02T11:23:00.010+08:00

With such a bubbly personality like Yan Keat, I'm surprised the group wasn't more lively.

wat is he trying to mean wor?
having coding wor. how to be lively?

haha. its a tired wor. time to slp? faci talking like singing song for me to slp -.-
time to back to work(sch) ++ later working.

有时后我怀念以前的我, 作的梦虽然远远的, 想像是一种快乐

2008-09-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

a pigeon which loses it sense unsure who had release it.
but does it matter? it had flew far away le .

had screw my own timing-.-
tmr gonna work 4-10.30pm
wed sentosa
thurs work 6.30-10.30
sat work 6-10.30

wa, seem like this wk is full of work -.- lifeless -.-
who call me itch mouth, agree to work, wat to do, they not enough ppl
OH NO tmr is all gals AGAIN ! wa, now then i realise -.-

nth much to update either.

look at the situation in different point of view before giving a conclusion

2008-09-27T01:59:00.001+08:00

time for theory :

do u ever realise that all yr potential are release when yr at the lowest point of life.
out of no where u can just come out with meaningful sentence.
if u were to get through yr lowest point of life, you will be a even better person
in fact alot of us have our own hidden potential, its just that we yet to know about it.
its never too early to use it and its never too late to realise it.

we are always envious of others, but did u realise at the same time others are envious of u too?
this is a never ending de cycle, don't be greedy and learn to be content
though things don't always go the way we wanted, but help is always there for us.
its just matter we willing to search and get it anot

to make changes, be sure it is to make urself a better person and not to please others
in this world there are billions of ppl , can u be sure u can change to please everyone?
no! so y not change to a better person instead of changing just to please others?

in a friendship/relationship or anything, wat important are being honest and giving trust.
wat the point of saying things when all are lies? it will just break the confident the other party have in u.
and if u don't trust the other party, wat the purpose of asking the ques ?-.-
not forgetting it take both party to make things work. by doing things in 1 side, things will just not get process instead it will decline.

thats all for now u guess. happy reading, lazy to read just close it :) btw, no hidden meaning involve, just some thinking

2008-09-26T22:01:00.002+08:00

had took 'off' today due to heavy rain. when i about to go out
cos if jam == -0.5
then today de faci de grading is C de (for me).
so total grade == D?
wat the point of going when u know u gonna take a D?

SORRY PPL, esp JIALI had ps u -.-
well i explain my reason le, take it or leave it?haha.

first time had my dinner at my owe working place, but a very good wan?
cos seeing them so busy then i at there eating -.-

taking to hold on to the very last for this wk-.-
fire in it is getting bigger and bigger -.-
and motivation is getting lesser and lesser

today sabrina was asking me wat i am gd at ?
hmm... my respond to this ans will be " its for u to find out " -.- well, anyone ask me i will say that too? haha
i do have a number of bad points and u can see it easily
for my gd points ma, happy finding -.-

different ppl have different of handling stuff
it only matter how view it.
its impossible to please everyone
wat most important is be urself !!!

to obtain happiness, you must go through lots of suffer

2008-09-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

well, time to get back to work which is blog!
before i get nag. haha . OOPS!

but but due to my 'habit'(laziness) i have forget some of the stuff i wanna to post le -.-
let me try to remember the important stuff i wanna post ba?

the motivation is getting lesser and lesser each day.
hoping to recover but not easy.
its never easy to recover things that u have lose

there a common saying never judge a bk by its cover
and to me don't judge things by its appearance
most of the time the appearance and fact is opposite

taken this sentence from xiao de blog:
"sometimes if euu just say out anything w/o thinking;euu already hurt the person in the first place eventhough it is nort purposely! =x "

tks for the sentence . i guess i always do that ba? OOPS. tks for the sentence will try to change yea? SORRY.

guess stopping here for the time being :)

当对的人等不到对的时间就在放开双手的瞬间爱撕成两边

2008-09-17T21:20:00.003+08:00

QUES TIME:
"What's the three most impt words in a r/s"

ANS:
" i am sorry"

hmm.... so how u fine it?
haha, for some of u. the ans should be quite common, for some, its hard to get this 3 words
do think about yr r/s and reflect about it . :)

don't even use force it will just negative the effect

credit : http://stuckinmyheartt.livejournal.com/29807.html

2008-09-17T08:54:00.003+08:00

QUES TIME:
"What's the three most impt words in a r/s".

haha, ppl do take yr time and think ba,u all can send yr ans to me through msn, tag,sms . or any way u can think of.

those who know the ans le,don't spoil the game hor.haha
the answer will be out after few days :)

hmm... had a promise to myself, don't be late for sch le !!!
wanna be hardworking. haha. trying to wake up as early as i can le.
so ppl do encourage me ar. -.- haha

not bad, i have 2 human alarm. but hor, the 2 human alarm is at times de wor. haha.
BUT tks alot!!! i also worry they can't wake up sia .haha.

small action can cause big differences

2008-09-15T22:25:00.008+08:00

i am hardworking today !!! i woke up early!! haha
take early bus too! but tks for the gd weather ar. when the bus just leave interchange and i saw dark cloud , expect le,should be late liao -.-

BUT tks to jiali and mei !!! they so nice and sweet wait for me !!!
manage to cut the q, but reach class was 3 mn late, our faci is kind enough to mark me present. think cos i charming enough? haha oops.
jiali also present.
BUT mei was marked LATE. SORRY MEI!!!
cos of me late -.-

wilson is hardworking can !! been joining us for lunch for 3 times le? haha. rare wor? haha. keep up the gd work wor. haha.

wa, the sun burn is seriously killing me, the time when i put cream, i GOT HIGH. wa, seriously -.- i shouldn't listen to the smart person -.- haha.
nvm its a lesson learn.

cute hor this pic? haha. tks alot!!!
appreciate it alot.
this is wat i mean by little stuff by do it with sincere. hmm...
nvm, some get it some don't. sooner or later u all will understand de :)

wat matter is not how much u have done, but the feeling u put in

fight

2008-09-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

hmm... today had missed kayaking de water polo show.
cos i overslept -.-

today working not going smoothly wor.
some problem occur in the company.
should not go into it
well, its over after all.
so just leave it alone and take it as a new lesson learnt :)

well,different ppl have different way of handling. if u do notice the difference.
wat i should say/ do i have done le. thats all i could do wor.
cos afterall the final decision/thinking is all depend on u urself .

don't make a mistake that u will regret.
at time think further. don't only think for current.
things don't always go the way we wanted. in life/society its like that.
no matter where u are. u sure have to face it
final saying. decision is all in yr hand

think before u act or u will just get urself and even others hurt

2008-09-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

well, went to sentosa to celebrate ben de bd, well or should i say early celebration?
as my usual pattern sure late de. haha
when ben called me, i told him i will join them at sentosa then went back to slp -.- haha. oops!

but hor, when i reach there, they JUST settle down wor-.-
hmm... so i didn't miss out much fun
they were playing bb(basketball), not my interest. haha
so play vb(volleyball) play a while then had my tanning le.

then play with water, then vb with the rest and tanning again -.-
someone so smart ar, tell me, i shouldn't tan front only should tan back also ,then will balance-.-
which cause my back to be BURN!!

had dinner at pepper lunch, hmm..they have the 'buddy meal ' too haha.
smth funny happen there -.- a staff thought we nth better to do wanna trick her -.-
after that suppose to go sun plaza to chat chat, but all tired like ....
so went 7-11 to buy some drink and at a corner chat a while then split le.

had mooncake as bd cake -.- my idea,or a few of us de idea, haha. cute wor?

wat matter is the feeling and not the duration of being tgt

2008-09-12T08:51:00.002+08:00

hmm.... wat should i update lei ?
like nth much to say lei? haha

summaries of my classes ba?
hmm... out of 1 wk,only around 2 de faci is not bad ba?
finally found some hope in coming sch le -.- haha.
cos i realise thurs de faci is not bad de !!!!
if not my life will be bored to...

wa,today super hardworking and take 7am de bus, but in the end rain heavily -.-
should be having a little jam i guess? cos was slping all the way,then reach sch. 7.35 -.-
walau, just like my old timing, find no purpose of waking up early. -.- haha.
but cos of my gift i must JY de.

wa, mei shock can. going to Bintan. i yet to even travel to malaysia for sometime le -.-
wanna go out play ! haha
anyway. have fun and take care wor.
remember all of our gift !! haha -.-

sincere is the key to success

2008-09-10T00:09:00.003+08:00

PASS OR FAIL ?

song

2008-09-09T23:54:00.001+08:00

SONG OF THE DAY : 大哥

free labour

2008-09-09T01:22:00.003+08:00

for the first time, i had become a free labour.
today last min, wendy called me up ask me to work and i calculate le around 7pm will reach working place.
hmm.... but who know this sem, been releasing late! -.-
last sem around 3.30 can run le. now lei. 4pm++? -.-

so reach hm around 6.30pm. -.- ok, confirm late le.
so cab down to working place. expected today to be free labour le.cos go down at least $10++ and got 35% -.-
lucky the cab uncle nice enough charge me $20 nia.
but my phone battery is flat !! -.- can't sms,can't call everything. wa, foget to bring extra battery out -.-

cos of a word" responsible" and i become a free labour-.-
who call me give my word wendy le .

afterall today quite ok lah.busy at the start till around 9pm? thing settle down and relax ! haha.

how gd or bad it is depend on how we view it.
when ppl constantly show their affection for u , u start taking it for granted. If u don’t realize how much they care for u until they’re gone, u will only be left with regret and remorse.
while on the other hand, when ppl had little changes, we tend to kick a big fuss out of it.
hmm... time for u all to do some reflection .-.- haha. 200words de rj -.-

don't let the history itself
getting urself hurt again and again not willing to do any amendment just show how cruel u are to urself
saying things is just a form of thinking process
doing things out is a form of uyr determination
so, don't just say and not doing it out in action
anyone can say it out, but not everyone can do it out.

when a road came to an end, say hi to another path

2008-09-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

when there is no expectation there won't be disappointment

2008-09-04T00:52:00.002+08:00

its raining heavily.
wondering when will it stop?

well it common i guess?
having so much of warm and sunny day, sure to face cold and rainy day

at times wondering is all of it worthwhile?
it doesn't matter how much effort we put in
it doesn't matter wat we get in return
wat matter is, is it worthwhile.
is it being appreciate by others.

felt regretted putting the extra effort hoping to make things better, after all its not being appreciated at all.
kinda rare i feel regret of my action?

how long will this rain last ?

2008-09-03T16:12:00.002+08:00

starting of the day and this kind of things happen?

tks ar-.- this spoilt the gd image of sch reopen -.-
C then C loh, don't care. chey.
have to rush for work later. sian !

hmm... mostly will be going for kayaking de camp ba? cos i take off for that 2 days le wor.
so lets enjoy it ba?

let a day just past like this.
wed will be a deadful day for me le i guess?
discussion don't help much i guess?
well lets see how it goes along next wk

awaiting for the sun to rise

2008-09-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

hmm... last day of my holiday for yr 2 sem 1 and tmr is starting of my yr 2 sem2.
thinking how it will be like?haha.

finally try the black board( famous for western food de), but to me don't seem to be that gd wor? normal nia? haha
finally went to sakae sushi de HQ to make my finger print and went CDC to make for my FTT(private).

went to meet kaye after that. long time no see her le wor.
wa, how come i become the joker of the day ? -.-
had catch up of each other de doing and ofcourse a ques that can't avoid. r/s(relationship). haha

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KAYE.
hope u like my last min de surprise. haha

well, i lazy to do surprise de wor.
so don't expect me to do surprise.
cos not easy to plan and make it successful need time and gd plan. ofcourse best is with gd partner to help out :)

don't be stupid to ask me how i feeling now.
cos nth much to feel de ba?
we been through for 3 times le don't we? haha

wa, is this a surprise for me? or is it just a dream?
don't dare to put much hope it wor.
the more hope i put, the greater the disappointment it is

no matter how bad things became, just bear with it cos help is just ahead

sch reopen

2008-09-01T15:17:00.002+08:00

well, in 2 days times,i will be in sch doing my ppt(presentation) -.-

alot schs(poly, ITE, secondary, primary) is having their holiday or going to have their, while for us, we are going to having sch reopen -.-
but okok lah, nth to be sad or happy about de . all sch have their ways of doing .

hmm... this holiday ma, not too bad? got work, got play and even got my kayaking de 1 star! haha.

and learning to apply this sentence" don't only think of work, but enjoy too" . haha
cos this holi, i have work and play at the same time.
ofcourse this mean my income is very little lah.

today suppose to go out de, but change plan due to some reason.
nvm, tmr is my last holi before sch start. so enjoy myself ? hmm.... see how ba? haha.

sch reopen = gonna make new friends? hmm... thats RP ba? changing class every semester.
it may be a gd things, may be a bad things, depend on how u view it?
it also represent a test for us to pass. JYJY!

haiz ya, don't know wat to write lei. kindly wait for my feeling to come then i continue ba?

instead of holding on to the problem, y not try to solve it ?

2008-08-28T23:32:00.003+08:00

wa, i finally having my 1 star de kayaking de course!!
tmr have another lesson and here come my certificate !!
JYJY!

got to come across this nice
" this is how the human brain often works when our status changes..only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations"

wa, nice right? btw this has a story lai de, but lazy to write all lah. haha.
a true and nice statment. tks andrea for posting it up, though its a few post behind le -.-

a truth behind a truth?
honesty is wat is needed.

don't u think when a lie is created, another need to be form to cover it? in the end, and eventually truth will be out.
since its so complicated and hurtful, y not just be truthful and solve all things?

things can never happen the same way twice, so treasure it, once lose, u cannot retrieve it back again. even if u can things won't be the same.

many tend to look at the big pics, but to have all things completed and go on smoothly, little detail should NEVER be neglected.
they are essential in the producing such an output.

a confuse mind, which can't tell wat is right , wat is wrong.
wat is truth and wat is lie.

nice hor all those sentence? haha. ofcourse, by me de ma :)

don't ask for more, as u always have to return wat u took

2008-08-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

today is the release of class and GPA.
hmm... to some its a gd news, to some its a news they rather not receive.

hmm... my class ba? ok ba?
i didn't put much hope in it??

towards da de and xiao de . it seem to be a bad news wor.
the rest still okok ba??

alot of things to do .
PP also yet to be done -.-

2008-08-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

today its an awesome night, went to jeff de gf house for steamboat as well as a gathering.
total had 11 ppl i guess? wa, got such a gathering, and best is its just a normal day -.-
think its kinda cool, can chat chat play play with a simple gathering during a normal day wor.

had steamboat till around 12 am? then start to clean up le.
had our game, some played majong, some play PSP, some play cards.
afterall all ended around 7.30am? then some went hm, some went work, some stay to rest -.-
hmm.... i am 1 of the few to stay lah. stay till around 10.30? then had breakfast and went hm.

at 6pm have work and today was transfer to another outlet to work, at toa payoh. around 4pm, suddenly remember my working de shoe at hg point!!!
-.- that mean i have to travel to hg point then toa payoh to work !!! -.-

the total travel time took me around 2 hr ba?
wa, then i work 4 hrs only. my travelling time and working time around the same le?

don't u think its very stupid to work? working time and travelling time is the same -.-

well, every outlet have different way of doing things ba?
when i go toa payoh work, the management is different.
the way they do stuff al this. hmm....
can't get use to it? haha. nvm only work there 1 day

if there is the first time, there is always the second time

e66j

2008-08-22T16:12:00.005+08:00

time coming to an end,
and another is making a start.

had our class chalet on tues(19/8/08)

guess that marks a ending for my yr 2 sem 1 de class??

some of us get closer, some get distance and some remain the same :)

its also a marking of the starting of new class? 3/9/08 sch re-opening le -.-
well, let me intro some of my closer de friend ba?

pls don't be dishearted if yr not in 1 of the list, 1 of the reason is i yet to have yr pic, at this point of time left u out?
but no worry, u all are stored in my memories.

well, let me first intro da de(yi xuan), follow by xiao de(xin hui), then mei(estee) ba?

don't ask me y intro this 3 nia hor -.- 1 of the reason, get along better with them ?

da de and me :)

da de ma, another person who is kinda close de. cos she close with xiao de ba ? thats y got to know her? haha. can't remember.

though her attitude not very gd. but can get along well with her. cos she is honest and gd to chat with, maybe her chatting way suit me ba?

will share the unhappiness, complain of this and that person -.- haha.
things don't always goes the way we wan.
but we can always improve on the situation :)

haiz ya, don't need say too much
cos she will understand de -.-

xiao de and me:)

this gal ma, hmm... kinda cute? alittle things can make her screem and be scare le wor
always make our day with her diu lian de stuff. OOPS!!!

btw she is the first person that offered to help me in E66j.
thats 1 of the reason my impression toward her is so gd.

a nice and fun person to be with. she can have lots of idea to entertain u and like to think alot! haha. being with her, u will seldom be bored.
thought had ups and downs with her. but at least now things been going ok with her ba?

xiao de! at times learn to take things easy, no matter is it life or studies.
help is always there for us, it just matter are we willing to take the offer .:)

do keep in contact k ?? don't let the history repeat itself !!!
things don't happen the same way twice. once lose hard to get back :)

JYJY in yr studies and yr life wor. don't keep matchmake me le. time to matchmake urself . haha. oops!

mei:)

hmm... how should i say about mei ma?
she start to get closer with us around middle of the sem ba?
she seem to be a quiet de person, but once u get to know her. know she is fun and nice de person.

don't get scare by her ' cold attitude' -.- she is just shy ba? haha.
well, is kinda 'steady' de k. haha. say wanna acc then will acc de :)
though at times she is LAZY(like me-.-) ! haha
meeting her also kinda stress de wor? she seldom late. except for kayaking training -.-

she is also 1 of my complain partner -.- haha. at times will complain things to her ba? cos she won't scold or wat. haha -.-

don't cos got 'dear' then forget us hor !! -.- haha.
time to study hard wor. JYJY!!!
at times learn to be firm with yr decision. keep changing will just get urself confuse and hurt :)
keep in contact. if need any help just say wor :)

time i will end here ba? btw don't get angry or offended by my words. its just some of my thinking? haha.

and and remember, if anyone of u not being say here, don't get angry or wat !! cos i can't be writing all down :)

when there is ups there is always downs. it only matter how we view it

regrets?

2008-08-16T23:47:00.001+08:00

did u all realise i haven't been online?
haha, cos i been working on friday night and today (sat) night

hmm... started working for sakae sushi for 3 days (include today).
alot of things still unknow, the menu -.-so many to know!! time to remember all those shushi and stuff le.

kinda enjoy working there wor, at least there de ppl not bad lah, teach me and i learn in the process. time also past kinda ok, cos busy ma, if busy time usually past fast.
but 1 bad thing, my working de time all is kuku de !!! -.- 4 hours of work. 6/6.30pm-10.30pm. wa!!! -.-

next wk also. cos of visiting. if not i can work alot le. i heard their working time is 12pm or 6pm de. they don't put u to work in between de-.-

then cos of visiting can't work 12pm, so had to work 6pm de loh -.-
make sure the trip of the visit is worthwhile hor. cos holiday and i work 4 hrs nia -.- isn't it same as sch day de timing? -.-

i realise afternoon not much ppl online to talk to de wor? -.-
make me online for nth today -.-
just now around 3.30pm, went to send charlotte off at airport, cos she going to BKK too -.-
wa, all going oversea -.- leaving me alone in spore -.- haha
not sure when she is back, should be 3 days 2 night ba? so around 19/8/08?
have fun and take care wor !!

now ma, awaiting for our class chalet, next tues(19/8/08). wondering how it will be like wor? cos i take 2 days off cos of this chalet wor. tues and wed. i not going to work -.-

++ xiao de coming back on mon(18/8/08) night. wondering how she will look ? fat !? not enough slp ? haha. don't know lah.
wat important is had fun and come back safety.

fairness come with a great price

sending xiao de off!

2008-08-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

today got up at 6.45 am !!!!
and its the second day of my holiday !!
reason ?? cos wanna send xiao de(xinhui) off. she going to HK wor. her flight is 10.15am de, so will check in around 8.15am ?

so no choice have to wake up early.
at first suppose to be 3 of us sending de. mei(estee), jiali and me!
but in the end, jiali overslept -.- so left mei and me nia -.-
pityful mei wor, stay CCK sia ! -.- have to wake up 5.30 am. xin ku ni le mei !!

and yes, my idea, its a surprise de again -.- and we nearly miss it !! cos mei had jam and when we went to find them, they are checking in le -.- if we will to delay 5 min more, our effort will go to waste le -.-

as usual , xiao de super blur, we was standing behind her, she took a while to notice it -.-
hapy wor . haha.

after they check in, we ( xiao de friend++ xiao de && her father ++me and mei) went T3 and walk walk, took pic. and we play the trolley there-.-haha, yes, all overage de kids -.-

around 9.30, we part with them and went to view airoplane with xiao de's father -.-
wait till around 10.30, when their flight take off then leave le.

went to have popeyes for breakfast . and guess wat, i heard my name being call when going to popeyes. was thinking, wa, i s powerful wor, airport also got friend -.-
and it was jera !! she is flying too ! to BKK! do enjoy urself wor !!

though today a long and tired day, but do enjoy.
hope u enjoy urself too mei !

ytd saw xiao de post. hm... abit shock ba? don't expect she will give such a post to me. haha.
but afterall its still nice and sweet wor !
thanks xiao de!! i can sense the 'past' de u -.- haha.
though during this 16 wks things have been going up and down, but wat important is we manage to stay tgt despite all stuff that had happened.
i have enjoy the process of being with u all !!
not sure wat gonna happen in future, but for now, i am treasuring all things i have. the friend, the life.

things happen as fast as a blink of eye, but the memories play slowly like a movie

tekong

2008-08-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

guess where i went !?!?
its pulau tekong -.- with sch ofcourse. its a open house for poly student i gues?
oh, its my 'home' in 2 years time i guess? -.-

well, the place not as bad as i think.
think it really improve alot? and technology. wa, even use stimulated firing to prepare us for real firing. -.-
think overall kanna ok ba the trip ? spend 3-4 hrs there and there we have our 3NDA. but but, i go cos acc mei and jiali -.- cos i have completed my CE !!! haha.

well, next wk 3 more visiting to go. haha. reach sch by 9.30 am !! wa, since when i am so hardworking de wor !?!?
so mei be glad that i willing to acc u hor -.-

confusion arise when our doing and thinking differ

end of yr 2 sem 1

2008-08-12T18:49:00.002+08:00

well, i guess all stuff is coming to an end.
and today last of my yr 2 de sem 1.
skip sch today, firstly cos wanna go malaysia, but it was cancelled. then acc da de(yixuan) and xiao de(xin hui) to bugis.

its been a long since the 3 of us went out tgt yea?
despite being tgt for 3 hrs ? but i do enjoy the time and treasure it.

da de ask me this ques, " who will u miss the most?"
hmm... i seriously don't know wor? though class had came to an end, but we can always keep in contact de ma ? don't u agree.

mei(estee) don't be jealous ! cos i am going to see u tmr le ! -.-

well,my feeling towards this class ma, though we may not be that close, but we do have lots of fun tgt. having joy and fun, having ppl doing stupid things to cheer up our day.
if were to say i don't miss this class, it will be a lie.
cos no matter wat had happen , we are once being in a same class.

who know we might be in a same class next sem or we may all be split up.
but there is a saying 'once a friend, forever a friend' it just matter how willing we are to retain the friendship .

all things will eventually come to an end

2008-08-06T01:55:00.002+08:00

ytd(5/8/08) finally went to my kayaking land training again. haha. last wk miss it cos got smth on .

wa, today super relax de day wor.
++ faci is very gd, cos he mark everyone present !!! though we are late.
greatly tks angie for keeping chocolate for me .haha. yes ar. got chocolate to eat-.-

hmm... for today, didn't do much ba. more of playing, faci also know we no mood do,so just ask us to upload our ppt and do discussion, release around 3pm. cool, had time for dinner and relax cos later going to work ma.

so went to cwp(causeway point) with jia li estee xinhui jason don and xiang had our 'dinner'

wa, work super sian sia, nth to do, then there no ppl to talk to -.- cos all new staff ma -.-
reach hm aroudn 12+ -.- sian. tired wor.
but got finger food to eat !!!

love her the most le, knowing at times i will have some snacks at night and she kept some finger food for me. haha.

things seem to be going on smoothly, but is it a fact or an illusion

2008-08-04T21:32:00.001+08:00

i am a gd boy today !!!
despite all run halfway but i be nice guy and stay.
not cos i don't wan to run, cos i told angie long ago that i won't run le. so have to acc her -.-
kuku me, but jiali also didn't run !! haha.

oh ya, for my PP. i must tks ANGIE too. she send me alot of PP to see. let me have more idea of how to do and start. ofcourse i copy some of the idea from there too. haha. not forgetting mike and yi xuan.

today class release kinda early. 3.15pm like that. went cwp(causeway) for lunch and a game in acarde(is this how it spell?). and went hm

tmr have kayaking land training ! time for keeping fit. didn't run for last wk.

life is like a invisible roller coaster, it just go up and down without any warning.

2008-08-03T21:34:00.002+08:00

since now i am free, let me update ba ??
but hor, like nth much to update? -.-

finally watched sky of love. hmm.... maybe i not totally concentrate on the show ba?
so find the show okok nia, touching, not till the extent of crying -.- or maybe not many show can make me cry ba? -.-

firstly, is this story for real ? a guy going to this extent for a gal. hmm...
don't ever ask me, will i be as nice as him, cos i don't have any idea.

take for a break i guess? holiday coming, but lots of plan coming too -.-
wed and thrus night- work for fila.
nvm , bear for a while for a better future -.- haha. wat future is it -.-

tks for the hint, it helps in clearing the doubt i been having for long.
since u have make the move, guess its my turn to move on and not staying on the same spot.

trying to fulfil all the promise i had made. not all but at least most.

loving my ah ma more and more each day.
though just a normal old lady, but she is able to touch my heart deeply. make me red beam soup today -.- nth special but the thought is more than enough.

ok, time to stop. bye. take care ppl !!!

future is for the brave person

2008-08-02T16:29:00.003+08:00

well, things slowly coming to an end.
at the same time, its a beginning of another event.

is it gd or bad, will wait to see the result.

being able to complete my PP draft, A GREAT TKS TO ALL WHO HAVE HELP ME !! ESP YAN FEN, she had helped me alot, by giving me idea, the doing and telling me my error. w/o her help, i will be just clueless of wat to do.
afterall submit le, waiting for gd news.

a great apologize to all i have offended this few wks, too much things on hand, then mood hasn't been gd.

ytd had bought my sport shoe. with the help of jia li and estee. tks alot !!!
and was so embarrass can. let estee see it -.- haha.
shh.... don't let others know about it hor. !! haha.

things can no longer can be the same, so y not we try making it better instead reminiscence

random

2008-07-30T18:43:00.002+08:00

Deadline of PP draft is 2 days away. on 1/8/08 we have to submit our PP draft le, alot had submit and some even done their 2nd draft, while i am still here doing.

and wat worst, its only half done, bad news is coming 1 after another, first is unable to get information from HR, next is my resource(website) its all about italy wan and i am still so smart using till so happy, till ytd then know all the infor is wrong de-.- cos they are not linked at all, except for history.

Tired is the word i can use, in all form.
hoping for all to pass and waiting for sky that is full of stars to appear.

stop talking lah -.- do PP.

a little heart which weights heavier than a mountain of gold.

2008-07-27T00:56:00.005+08:00

update update !!!

hmm... got gd news and bad news, gd news UT leave with last 2. bad news, PP have to submit soon -.- on 1/8/08.

this wk, can say been a busy ++ tired wk ba?
went for interview for job, been selected. haha
next tues had to go to their HQ for the check up stuff, then wed had SEIG de meeting -.-

had a bad news on thrus, cos my HR say for my PP she is only able to give me the history -.-
the rest can't give le -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTEE !!!!
though over le lah -.- haha
cos was on 26/7.

a great tks to all who had helped out in her birthday surprise on friday(25/7).
her friend so cute, had done a ppt(presentation slide) for her and ask me to present -.-
had asked help from faci to get it done, with my charm, he sure ok de lei -.- haha.
bought her piyo piyo and went cwp(causeway point) for her cake. ofcourse tks to shal, zara, yuwana, jean and angie for acc. haha.

at night went to had dinner with her ++ her friend. then went to walk walk play some game, had lots of fun, but reach hm late -.- 12 +am.
for pic all this wait for estee to upload wor -.-

26/7
suppose to have kayaking training de, but the dragonboat having competition, so training cancel
then went for breakfast, walk walk a while with estee then hm to slp le. haha.

Hope you enjoy urself on yr birthday estee!!! hope u like al the surprises -.- haha

ok, later gonna chiong my PP le. can'tdrag liao. no time !!!

all the effort is worthwhile after getting the result

update time

2008-07-21T22:11:00.002+08:00

think its time for update le ba?

let me think back. hmm...
nth much happen i guess? haha. life still as usually. haha

sat had my kayaking training and this time we got someone to teach us le i guess? haha
and today went to view my result this is wat i found out -.-

all the red colour mean red and my 0.5 will be taken away.
see how pro i can be to have such a number of red -.-
i better be more hardworking next sem. don't have red le.
well its hard yea? haha.-.-

Think positive and self-cheating is 2 different things.
thinking positive will help u grow and improve on he situation,
while self-cheating only allow u to 'escape' temporarily. and the situation is always there, it will not get better but worst.

find it familiar tu di ? haha. i guess this is wat is happening ba? -.-
well, its all up to u to share? if u don't wish i also can't do much.

and when saying about this.
my blog seem to be dangerous wor. so open -.-wanna say anything also must be carefully. later offend others also don't know -.-

Hope my HR get well soon, if not my PP will be died le -.-

try to see things by heart and not the eyes, not only u can see the fact, and things even clearer

2008-07-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

Time is to be controlled.
alot of stuff have to be done by 1/8/08?

and where is my HR !!!! i need my ans !!! oh my!!!
will be slightly busy i guess? let me sort things out first ok?
don't scold me if reject u for stuff -.-

today was late for sch, mainly tired and lazy to wake up early -.-
and today RJ ques: "WHY?"
my ans:" there is always a reason for each doing/changes"

isn't that true? if not u do for wat ? kuku lei him. ask this ques. -.- oops!
btw i also not that free to create a ques for him. just write in general. haha. this is wat a smart ppl do can. haha.

there is a limit to all stuff. by over doing it, will just destory all the goodwill.
though knowing the good intention but don't mean ppl can accept it
just like getting used to smth, don't mean we like to do it

thought we always know that a helping hand is out there for us. but we often reject it. as our heart is not ready to accept it. don't u think so ?
but no matter wat. when u need a hand. just go for it and don't think to much
chiam wor. ofcourse by me ma. -.-

time for program planning? NO !!
not like u all first day know i am super lazy de. wait till i free abit ba?
if not u all plan then i join in??

btw this post is replying for alot of u de ans. so don't need think so much, cos its not for me. haha.
don't ask me for who. u should know it urself.

stepping back a step will help us to look at the picture clearer

2008-07-16T21:38:00.002+08:00

well things has been up and down wor.
got gd news also got bad news -.-

thought its about to shine but yet it rain again -.-
sound chiam wor ? nvm, not for u all to understand also . haha

TRUST is the main thing can keep ppl tgt. w/o trust no matter how strong the bond can be, it can just break within a sec.

AND don't ever try to break the trust that the person had putted. once the trust is broken, it will just leave a scar in the heart,

thats all for my current feeling ba?
tks for reading

not all things are meant to be view but felt by heart

2008-07-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

after so long, finally went to watch movie ytd.
had watch hellboy2. the movie not bad lah. abit meaningful.
but i slept when its about to end, cos to tired le -.-
we watch 2.30am de show can -.-

1 of the sentence will be
"human had a hole in that heart thats cause by geed, with that hole we will not be satisfied with the wealth and things we are having now "
can't remember, but the meaning is smth like that i guess? haha

had little catch up with xiang they all. had game all this. had fun. and i and xiong act drunk at there keep playing-.- haha.
xiang at there ps like hell i guess-.-

sat did nth much ba? just slept for long then went to my ah ma house rest . haha

vividly remember a sentence cindy once told me before
" its not a must for a guy to wait for a gal. but its very sweet for the guy to wait for gal"
i am sure all guys will agree with me, this is a nice sentence. the way its phrase.
just a thought i had lah. haha. no hidden meaning . no worry

the word the way is phrase can bring out different meaning out of it

off day again-.-

2008-07-09T20:30:00.002+08:00

okok, i better quickly come update -.-
before later kanna scold again

ytd(8/7/08)
went to sch 5 min late -.- i guess? then usually faci will give chance mark present , but ytd mark late -.- haiz, my hope of 1 wk no late was gone!

networking suppose to be easy de topic for alot of ppl , but alot of us, still kanna shoot -.-
but ytd was release early wor, around 4? then went my own house to get smth and went back to ah ma house.

did u all realise i didn't say anything about kayaking training? cos it was postpone, reason ? some of us yet to recover and some senior had smth on.

no worry, will be having my training this thrus(10/7/09)
i also not yet fully recover lah -.- so thats a gd news for me, haha

today(9/7/08)
wa, had my second 'off' for the week.
reason, cos will be late ++ its raining !!! with lightning also
so when back to slp. cos xiang say ok don't go sch . haha

hmm.... went to cdc wanna apply for my prac lesson and FTT, but due to my eye, need letter from TP, then the office is close le!!!
haiz, drag again.

had a very bad de habit, always like to drag. do everything also drag -.-
go sch--> drag
meet ppl --> drag
do hw --> drag
go out --> drag
-.- everything also drag. i should change this bad habit !! but say easy do hard -.-

guess wat i wanna say all say le ba?
happy waiting for next post -.-

instead of waiting, y not put in some effort and make things happen

2008-07-07T15:54:00.005+08:00

wa wa, don't know my blog so famous wor.

if not y got ppl keep ask me update lei ?? haha

okok, since u all request then i run through all the main event that had happen ba?

thrus(3/7/08)

today had went to help out giving flyer. then earn 3nda le. then they say the first team to give finish will get extra 3 nda !! yes ar. if its true then by now my CE has been completed!!!
yes ar. finally. haha.

friday(4/7/08)

had took my day 'off' and study for my accounting de UT . haha. today was java, then send code over le. but still have to go went and help out abit lah.
hmm.... lose 31 marks le-.-
the mark so kuku lei. 27,2,31 -.-

then last ques didn't have time to do . so confirm lose 31 marks le -.- though know how to do but no time. nvm.
today also having RP relay running.

sat(5/7/08)
hmm... woke up at 1pm? haha. yes, i know pig. lazy ma, so don't wan to wake up.
when going to go out, it rain heavily -.-
then waited for the rain to get lighter.
went to watch ndp preview.
not too bad lah, as usually, don't really like it, but went there mainly cos of the fireworks !!!
its nice de ok. haha

sun(6/7/08)
ytd slept at 1am and today woke up at 6am
cos of my kayaking! yes, very rare can see me so hardworking de. haha
cos don't wan late ma, in the end, the bus was late lah -.-
jowena and yansheng join me for the event.

hmm.... not bad ba the event. kinda fun?
but the communication abit bad lah, when starting of the event -.-
then y is RP given double kayak nia!?!?! -.-
nvm, we had our fun can le.

went hm le, had a litte nap, cos tired ma, then muscle abit ache lei.
let me have a gd rest ba :)

u can see a person chac through small detail

happy day!

2008-07-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

BOO !!!!

yea yea, i am here to update ! haha, cos got the mood ma.

mon(30/6/08)
grats jingkai!!! u pass le. haha. then i earn a free treat -.- though i not hungry but still eat. haha
hmm... today de class ma, kinda ok ? install a new program -.- wa, this module total install 3 program le -.-
take out so many space. then today had a hard time solving the program de problem -.-
but in the end ok le. haha. today didn't do much, and topic is confusing .

today(1/7/08)
wa, finally my HR get back to me !!! she said try to get it done by this wk!!
yes ar, i can do my PP le. haha.
PP here i come!!
today kanna slack too-.-
been playing and playing . haha. die le lah. have to change my attitude -.-

had kayaking land training. fun. had running all this. haha
not too bad? train for my relay ? haha. JYJY!!!
hope don't get last for the relay can le -.-

time to rest ba? bye ppl.

test for us to pass or am is my expectation too high ?

2008-06-26T13:28:00.003+08:00

thrus(26/6/08)
had breakfast with jingkai only, then had little chat.
talk about our past, how we meet, talk all this loh. haha
today accounting. hmm... didn't manage to finish ba?
btw, today got 2 ppl de birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAL && ZHAO YU !!

but but sorry zhao yu, nearly miss yr bd le. haha. cos i bad at remember bd de.

friday(27/6/08)
ITS JAVA!!
the key word guy -.-
things going ok ba? didn't manage to finish ? but common. haha
can see, now alot start to dislike him le
but ppl, dislike him is dislike him. at the end of the day, u still have to learn java de.
had dinner with jingkai, then he went for his prac.

today went to xiang de starbuck presentation. hmm... ok ba?
but can see, all not prepare de. -.-
then rush hm for RJ in case later he shoot me again. -.-

sat(28/6/08)
yes ar. today is a happy and fun day!!
i finally had my kayaking training(sea)
++ today estee come join me for the training.
hope u have fun with it yea?
if u don't like it just say, i won't force u de.
all have their own interest no worry :)

okok, stopping here le.

2008-06-24T22:15:00.001+08:00

wa, i been lazy le. long long update once. -.-

hmm.... infact can't remember much stuff lei.
old liao, can't remember stuff for long -.-

start with tues(24/6/08) ba ?
remember i say i going for kayaking land training?
in the end it was cancel -.-
wa, sad sia. but nvm, lucky got jowena acc me that day.
then we train ourself loh. haha. since when i am so hardworking -.-
thanks jowena !!

wed(25/6/08)
hmm.... today nth much happen ba?
just that got a relief faci taken over our class?
an ang moh, not say i hate them or wat.
but he say 10 sentence , i only manage to catch 1 sentence-.-
then today attitude him abit. haha. nvm , my class de ppl will know y -.-

update

2008-06-24T15:20:00.002+08:00

hmm... tks for all de nice comment about my blog. haha
ofcourse its nice if not i have remove it le -.-

okok, quick update.
friday(20/7/08)
went to work with jac.
hmm. job not back lah, kinda slack, then pay also good. $7/hour
job was to serve wine and open wine.
walau, first time open ma, then had little injure.
nvm, cos of $$$

sat(21/7/08)
had majong session. not bad lah, place was at jeff de gf house-.-
so unlucky keep give others the titles they wanted-.-
but nvm, just a game, sure got win and lose.
next time i will win double back. haha.

sun(22/7/08)
went to MP(marine parade) to collect cake for mama, then go hm.
tired sia, 1 night no slp.
after that went to bugis find some stuff and ah ma de house. here i come !!!

Yesterday(23/7/08)
heard i come in sch with black face wor -.-
cos tired is like that de
following text is by yi xuan
" i was emoing and made da de sad sad !
Then took a long time to hong3 .. Da de win !!
YEAH for her !

No lah, guys should be gentleman and patiently !

Else how to find GF !!!

Wakakakaka !!"

happy le yi xuan ? post out the text u wrote -.-

today(24/7/08),
was super late for sch. haha. nvm, cos i today come sch not mainly for grade. partly is cos of IG(kayaking).
think today lesson kinda ok, easy ba? so manage to get it done.
ok, stopping here. bye . tc

wat matter is not the result but process

2008-06-21T19:50:00.002+08:00

hihi !!
been waiting for me to update right?

but did u all realise my blog became so cute?
YES, all tks to XINHUI(xiao de-.-)
cos she promise me de. haha.
xiao de no worry, will make it stay at least 2 month de:)

confuse right ? wat is all this xiao de about. its a nick we playing in class de -.-

well sch had started on mon.
not too bad, just that have to go back to waking up early.
for the first 3 days late(as usual) !
but thrus and fri, been guai le hor. haha. woke up early and didn't late for sch !
don't u think i deserve to be reward if i am not late for 1 month ?
but main point is it possible anot? haha

had little changes for java class. our class has been taken over by a part time de faci.
some like, some dislike.

to me ma, i not used to him, so currently i don't like him -.-
he can drag a long time for a ques, cos of a keyword. -.-
but for 3rd meeting, think he still kinda ok ba? at least he will ques his own ques if we don't know the ans.
nvm , will see how it goes for a few more wks.
main, if don't like him also like that -.- he gonna be with us till sem end. -.-

okok, will stop here. continue again , before u all close yr windows. haha

doing things by force won't have a nice ending

2008-06-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

hihi, tks for the waiting. i am back !!
first let me complete the 'game' by xh -.-
and this will be my only 'game' -.-

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
when its time i will auto get marry de -.-

2. What I want the most now?
gf

3. Who is the person you trust most?
my heart

4. Do you think u have enough confidence?
for most of the stuff yes.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
everyone Can have their dream come true

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. Thats y ppl always waiting for the rain to stop -.-

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
not too sure? too many things have been lose -.-

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Currently not. haven't seen one yet

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depend? see how much i love ba?

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your the other half?
understanding.

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
when i meet 1 i will tell u :)

12. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
y not ? its not easy to retain :)

13. Do you believe in God?
think so ? though i not so into -.-

14. What do you see in your future?
i am still a human -.-

15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend /girlfriend?
can't find much reason for having currently.

16. At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
ofcourse smth new, remember to support me if get hurt -.-

17. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friends eyes?
i hope to be who i am

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
y not u all give me comment?

19. What's your weak point?
ppl who know me well enough will know

20. What do you look forward to now?
can't think of any currently? meeting up ??

do wait for me to update yea:)

last post for the time being

2008-06-07T20:57:00.004+08:00

this will be the last post before my blog go for holiday !

need to sort all things out first.

ytd just had watch narnia. hmm... starting abit bored ba, but overall still ok.
i found a nice sentence from that show " things don't happen the same way twice"

its better u watch the first movie before watching this, cos its abit link.

walau, recently been watching movie. can be broke soon. -.-
then nice show still coming out -.-

got a email by kaye, about friendship, think its kinda nice. so here to share

"When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one"

so if i had done, said anything SORRY. though it don't help much, but its better than not saying.

well ppl, do wait for my blog be back from holiday ba :)

quick summary

2008-06-06T00:59:00.002+08:00

okok, i better squeeze out a post before my tag will be spam again!
wat i been doing ma? how come so busy ?

y not let start from monday ? cos sat and sun at hm slping nia-.-

monday ma, went to ECP again! this time with my current classmate, suppose to have around 9 ppl go de? but some still pending(80% not going), some last min got stuff on.
in the end only, mike, waimar, angie, jean, xinhui, yi xuan and me went nia -.-
for more infor, pls visit xh de blog :)

tues ma, went bugis for shopping -.-
ofcourse is acc de. i seldom shop de.

wed, suppose to be another class outing, but sad to say, in the end only shal, debra and me was there.
sad to say, but is there really gonna be a class outing? where most ppl will turn up ? i doubt?
nvm .

thrus(today), went to work.
seriously i rather work alone than being with someone which don't talk much !
at least alone u have freedom can have things at own spd. with a unknown de part-timer, have to follow the pace and no commincation there.
super bored can !

oh my! been working up early loh. i think the latest time i woke up will be 10.30am?
been tired can. today is drag my feet to work instead of walking. -.-

okok. enough of my talk, time to rest. cos having sorethroat soon !!!
take care ppl !

holiday starting!

2008-05-30T22:39:00.001+08:00

A 2 wks holiday which alot ppl are waiting for is starting tmr !!!

wa, today i reach sch super early can !! around 8am.
went class only saw yx.
this show how early she reach sch daily. pei fu pei fu.

walau, then last day le, java faci still change grp !! humpt !
nvm, my grp kanna ok ba? haha.
problem not difficult but alot coding to do.
as usual didn't complete my coding, cos keep helping others -.-

tks xh && yx for the bread toast.

walau, lucky i called my hr, then i know my work is cancel -.-
nearly waste my time and waste a trip down to expo loh.

oh my xh super cute can. haha. abit also kanna scare le-.-
&&
tks again ! brighter my day with a 'joke' -.-

ling remember ar. wed night !!

a life is a life, no matter how small it is

sum up of 2 days

2008-05-28T23:40:00.005+08:00

tues(27/5/08)
today networking, not bad, not really that diffcult ba? haha
had UT, hmm... manage to finish, but didn't really check ? cos my mind is shut off le . haha
after UT, had land training for kayaking, had some running and some games. walau, how come not many new ppl come for the training de. -.- make me so lonely.

oh my ! km is sick !!
do get well soon yea! :) if not no one will tell me story le . haha.

wed(28/5/08)

yes,every wed is a high day, but late for sch-.-
today went to opp de class do ppt. but in the end, instead of doing work, we had joke, singing, story sharing. haha. then have to chiong finish ppt during 1.45pm? -.-
and now they are playing with spam. tks ar ppl, make my tag box so full . haha.
after sch had waimar teaching me account. tks alot !! haha.

result don't appear instantly, wat matter is we give in our best !

2008-05-26T10:00:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today ma,not bad?
early in the morning kanna disturb le -.-
took revenge in the afternoon. haha .its a joke between hui, xuan and estee. shh..

not bad lah,today kinda fast finish
after school went to kayaking meeting. sad to say. not many ppl go. haha. ofcourse i nice guy will go de -.-

kayaking was awesome loh
had water activites, done some 2 star de skill -.- learn smth new,
loving more and more each time .haha.

nth much to update le . maybe update later on ba? :)

update

2008-05-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

okok, have some update ba?

first HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI XUAN !!
hmm... bought her a dress she like? but its really waste of my time! spent alot of time to search for it -.-

next WOPYS outing was postpone to sch break. cos some got work , some not free :(

hmm.... time for quick update on my doing ba
second UT started last friday, not too bad ba? but this time didn't manage to finish -.- nvm, over le, just hope for best.

today had my kayaking at lower selectar. haha. not too bad, but a kinda short wan.
mon gonna have water activites. haha. but hor tues have UT -.-
ok, done with my doing?

well, afterall wat i been guessing was right .
no matter how well u have cover the truth, there is always some loop hole in it .

since i have make the first move, how things will move on, greatly depend on u.

just when we thought we have make up our mind, our thinking change again.

"off" day

2008-05-22T21:54:00.002+08:00

wa, today had my another "off" day, cos eye not feeling well.
no worry ar, its just 'old friend' visiting-.-

so nth much for me to update ba?
had done some sweeping, had my rest and eye drop ?

got to know java is extra difficult, pray for me pls -.-
jingkai, tmr MAY not join u for first break le wor. if really that tough don't think have the time, maybe second? haha .

even better, tmr also having java UT , gd things come in pair ? haha.
ppl study hard wor !!! think tmr will be a tough day for us.

few days ago got a special request from WOPYS. ask me make plan for next outing -.- smart hor, now all push to me to do -.-
ok fine, so now i planning meeting out for this sunday ? or during sch break ?
pls get back to me and give me an answer ok ?

btw i dislike making plan or making surprise, 1 main reason, hate/scare of failure! maybe thats y i am still single -.-haha
things might just crop up and everything will go to waste.

btw, i don't like the story of 9pm de show-.-
if al ppl will be given a second chance, making the time reverse.
who will treasure things they are having?
the mindset will be, i can always make the time go back. so they will take everything for granted.

there is a gain, there is always a lose.
so instead of regretting, y not we treasure wat we have rather than crying after lose?

ok, better go le. if not later late -.-

it matter only how much u value it.

tired

2008-05-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

wondering wat should i post here?
Any special things to focus?
YES, thats 1 of my bad habit, like to think alot.

ok, let just do a single post of ytd and today ba.

20/5/08
hmm... ytd ma, networking, as alot say le, hand on, not too bad, but kinda tiring and alot times fail. -.-
But main, i guilty lei, teach them wrong stuff-.- then kanna ask by faci .
Hmm.... time not be hardworking and do research! stop making guess le . haha

Went off after present, to SNEC for eye check up. Not too bad, vision get better?(thats wat the doc said).
But tks ar, next visit. 15/7/08 had to go there at 12.30pm, cos need to do 2 test! oh my, its been a long time since i had my test for eye, wat worst, i don't know wat test is it -.-
Everything went kanna fast, around 1 hour and 30 min and all things are done, checkup + med.

21/5/08(today)
well, networking kinda easy de topic for today, so kanna fast finish?
and the brave me and told faci to have discussion instead of ppt, yes, success half -.-
3 grp discussion and 2 grp ppt.

today yes, a 'high' day for them . and for no reason the M18 topic is back -.- haha. and i know the 'true' colour of each loh -.- haha.

Today have to rush again-.- back to hytta, cos to get back pay, cos i drag for too long le-.- and tks ar owen mon then release that news to me -.-

Some thought:
btw wat i gonna write some is by the show
when others are treating u well, don't take it for granted.
when yr in love with someone, u are willing to do any silly things just for him/her
ppl tend to treasure things only after they lose it .

ok thats all for today :)

cycling!

2008-05-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

wa, today went east coast park(ECP) for cycling!
rare ar? hmm... think back also got a few years no go ECP cycle le?
cos been going ubin to cycle for outing.

guess wat ! i ride a 2 ppl de bike!!! oh my!
cos got 1 don't know how to ride bike ma. haha
PEILING don't take 2 ppl de bike. its really not easy to control.
i think sitting behind de also stress loh. must have alot of faith in the front person.
the back de person have to follow the front de speed and also can't control the wheel -.-
front also stress, if anything happen, 2 will injure -.-

lucky my 'partner' kinda gd lah. so afterall controlling is kinda ok.

told a number of pics, sweat alot and not forgetting fun!

after cycling got a 'guai shu shu' (my friend ^3(friend de friend de friend)) , join in.
hmm.... he try to talk to me lah, ofcourse i got reply but don't last long?
ofcourse there was some joke in between(shhh....) . haha.

after parting off, chiong back home then take laptop, then ah ma de house.

getting back to reality when the sun rise and enter into illusion when the night arrive

movie time!

2008-05-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

ytd had a long day, suppose to have rest at hm today, slping till late late. haha
but a call around 10.30am ? woke me up-.-
guess who is it !?!?
its charlotte. haha. ask me wanna watch movie anot.
she cute loh, ask me to call her when i fully awake -.-
i say nvm, so ask me wanna watch What Happens in Vegas. had agreed, cos think should be a nice show.

was late, cos mama bought lunch le, after having lunch, went to meet her.
well, the show not too bad, about how 2 couple from hate become love .
had little catch up with her. then get to know she had little problem in her r/s last wk.
sorry gal, didn't realise it.
and i just realise smth u last wk had hint to me by calling me. But didn't say anything about yr problem.

next time need someone to talk to or share problem just say ok. pls! i can't possible get all hint, cos recently alot things to remember, my working day, doc appointment, outing. etc.
so remember ar, anything just say. :) not like u first day know me. haha.

outing with xh & yx

2008-05-17T21:30:00.002+08:00

wa, today is a long tired but fun day.
had outing witgh xh & yx.
and i have to wake up extra early, cos yx don't know how to take bus from woodland to bugis-.-
had little miscommunication and cause a little delay for meeting up.

and xh was late! and manage to surprise her with my little plan -.- haha.
had our lunch and there they go for their shopping at bugis street. on the way, had found out xh de little secret.

and i realise both of them don't know the road loh.
had taken alot of pics on the way, from city hall to Espalanade.
on the way along, yx de friend weising join in, he also another who like to take pics -.-
xh found a partner le . haha.
told alot of funny/kuku pics. but nvm, i not scare. haha. don't try to threaten me hor ! no use de. haha

around 5+ part off with xh at marine square, cos she taking bus there.
for me ma, send yx&ws to bugis and take express bus to JB.

after that went to bugis for a walk and i saw hui ting! (popular de friend). didn't recongise her at first glance till she sms me , cos she become chubby le loh. haha.
had little catch up.
and hm here i come!

Tu Di BD~!

2008-05-16T22:00:00.002+08:00

as u know ytd slp late. today had little rest in class.
but then , today the class so high-.- the noise level can fight with Jay chou de concert -.-
could hardly slp loh, then hardworking abit went to do the solution for the day.

today is tu di (kai xin) de birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
after sch, rush back, thought she will be reaching bugis early . in the end, told me meet 7pm -.-

nvm, went to city hall, walk walk, then back to poplaur( my past working place), its beside national lib .

though its a familiar place for me, but the warm is no longer there.
alot of changes has been made. alot of ppl had leave, and even those who stay can't remember me.

i can't find any purpose going back there. The life i having, confirm don't need anything from popular, then the ppl there don't know me le -.- go back is just waste of my time.

just when i am about to go hm, angie ask if free wanna meet up, cos she going her mama shop at night. ofcourse i am fine with it, cos gonna wait till 7pm doing nth -.-

don't emo ok gal, fail evaluation nia -.-

meet tu di for dinner at WISMA (food republic).
then went cine to shop and bought her bd present as we shop.
idea right? buy her wat she wan.
bought her a mini cake, and yes, sing herself -.-

btw, don't expect me to sing birthday song, or give a a hand written de birthday card, thats the 2 thing i don't do for ppl, not unless u are special enough :)

end of story for the day :)

wat matter is the effort we put in and not the things we produce

Random post

2008-05-16T02:20:00.002+08:00

Yes, i am back !
Must be alot of u missing me right? -.-

Well, i don't really like the new program for java(eclipse). Not used to it i think, though it do help make our life simpler in some way.
Went for a Unknown talk, at there trying to do the coding for java, while Xin hui so nice help me reinstall my eclipse cos having problem . so happily do till some a few more ques, go back class then know we do wrongly, and its like we leave only 10 min?

Sorry Akina/yong xiang de group, cos we also very last min then know we are wrong, so unable to teach/change for u the code.

Went to HYTTA for work today, SUPPOSE to work with owen then last min got things on -.-
nvm , afterall i have to work alone in future.
Had chinese wedding. hmm... how it goes ma?
unsure how to explain, but things i can say, ppl there not as friendly as FILA -.- but i got gd partner, so able learn some of the stuff from her.

Had came across to a blog which post out some upset happening.
Hmm.... in this world alot of things are not within our control.
But matter most is we try our best . And don't keep focus on the negative side, you should also realise how bless you are.
Though u may have loss something, but i am sure u have gain others in the process.
So y not treasure the gaining instead of focusing on the loss?
haha.
Well, do cheer up yea?

u don't have to agree with my doing, but u have to understand it

found partner!

2008-05-14T00:51:00.007+08:00

oh my, now its 12.53am -.-
better quickly read through wat i gonna say and slp le !

hmm... today ma, had a 'off' day. when back sch for UT nia. haha.
but not as free as u all think can -.-
morning had to wake up for some moment to reply sms.
sorry wilson, suppose to acc u for breakfast today, so wake up and arrange jingkai to take over my place instead, but when i call him he say going to eat with friend .
thought causeway had citychain so went there, in the end it close down le -.- saw ridwan over there-.- he pon sch ! haha.

so went to sch, on the way help ppl packet food-.- went to 7-11, w4 (lvl3) & w6(lvl 1) de canteen.
bring food back to class and went to find jingkai, hoping to get the show and my harddrive back, but the show is not ready, so think getting back on thrus ba?

after sch went tm to get the watch done and went hm.
well, tmr will be leaving early, to acc my ah ma for her check up.

Oh my! i finally found someone with the same characteristic as me le !! had a long and pleasure chat.
i didn't got to know till today, after some chatting then i realise we had the same special characteristic. haha.
and i told her " wat a waste we have some age gap. if not we might be tgt le " -.- ofcourse that was a joke.
she much more senior than me loh. gonna learn from her le . haha.
and think agree that ppl like us don't like ppl who keep turning a big round. at times is ok, but not often. prefer more of direct person. thats do enjoy talking to km-.-

seriously, today is a wonderful day.
and now? TIME TO SLP !

key to success greatly depend on the timing and strategy that we used

second post

2008-05-12T23:09:00.002+08:00

yea, but to update. haha. second post of the day . haha.
scare at hm no feeling to write a post so quickly chiong 1 post at sch first .

well, today ma, about networking. IP address, router. etc. -.-
At first had done a shortcut way, thinking it will work. haha
But after some time, we play with the program and realise there is some method we have to follow in order to make the router works and not the short cut -.-

So lucky ar, kanna first grp, thought will be let off easy, who know he shoot till very happy. keep shooting-.- ques more and more difficult .
nvm, done our best yea?

went hm, kanna nag by ah ma for buying watch -.- cos she say have a few le -.-
didn't know ma, but know she care thats y nag. say next time buy food instead.
then she ask how much, ofcourse refuse to tell lah, wan me kanna kill ar. -.-

nvm, tmr gonna tm to help her make the lenght right. cos too long le.
who wanna go with me ? -.-
gonna study for UT before i get a F -.-

face fill with joyful smile , while heart fill with sorrow

Mother's day

2008-05-12T15:18:00.003+08:00

10/5/08

Yes, ar. finally got to work at HYATT. haha. but tks to OWEN, was suppose to start work at 9am, in the end work at 12pm -.-

cool ar, make me wait 1hr and 30 min. My past record for waiting for guys will be 1hr, and he broke the record.

No worry, he didn't get scolding from me, cos i was to tired to scold him.

Wa, not bad ma, at there been a easy going day, no one find fault with me, give me trouble.

Instead taken care of -.- though do wrong things but they nicely say me nia. haha. so quite enjoy it .

11/5/08

Belated Happy Mother's Day.

Ytd ma, didn't do anything much. had bought my mama and ah ma each a watch. hope they like it.
So how have u all spent the day ? had dinner with mama? shopping ?
Hope u all have enjoy it. cos its a weekend ! -.-

if do realise i ytd didn't online at night. cos was slping -.-
Was having running nose, well its been with me for some time le, so had med and slp.

time to go before km start nagging at me -.-

2008-05-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

quick summary for the day :

today had SQL, hmm.. kinda easy ba? manage to finish by 12.30pm. its smth like recap of last wk lesson.

today walk to mrt with angie, then xin hui so blur can ! say i date another gal -.- own classmate also didn't recongise -.-
tks to xin hui, help me matchmate again -.-tks ar.

on the way hm, travel to bugis first to buy some stuff for mother's day . wa, cos of the gift the hole in the pocket get bigger and bigger.

will be wokring at HYTTA for tmr and sun ? not sure till wat time.
so may be skipping 2 days de blog . sorry ar.

ok, having headache gonna rest liao . bye

2008-05-08T23:18:00.004+08:00

Today having JAVA !
hmm.... don't know i should say its easy or difficult.
due to UT, faci had change the ques much more easy, so that we can solve it faster.
today brain cells not really working. alot coding didn't manage to get it by myself.
even for our problem statment took code from others, cos too many error for the {}.

skip first break for coding, and went for lunch during second break. had a little joke there. only 6 of us know about it -.-
after that acc jing kai to packet food, cos i yet to complete code and he have some stuff yet to finish .

not bad today most of the people able to ans faci de ques. hmm... some ppl poor thing kanna shoot ques which need 2 condition. nvm. JYJY! study hard and prove to him u all can do it de :)

After sch UT ma, hmm... rating ma, unsure? ans seem to be correct and seem to be wrong. hmm... and last ques didn't complete. nvm will see how i fair after the grade is out.

today lonely again -.- km went hm with friends.

*just a random thought:
have u ever wonder how long a friendship/relationship can last?
wat cause it to last/fade?
can it be recover once gone?
shouldn't promise be kept?
but y ppl keep breaking it ?

the following ques is ask by 1 of my friend:
"ii tot euu shudnt lie to ur friend de"
and my thought run out all this ques:
ever wonder y ppl lie to each other?
shouldn't friend be honest?
even using a white lie, do u think u are helping or hurting the person even more when found out?

its just some of my random thought lah, no worry. NOT emoing or wat. haha. cause today i had a great day too :)

explaining are just a way to cover yr excuse

2008-05-08T00:01:00.003+08:00

hihi, back to update le wor :)
wa today class super cool can.

nono, its not the lesson. its my team that make the day so cool can.
My grp today only 3 ppl(include me ). but the laugher can fight with grp of 5 ppl.
Yi xuan got a tend, every wed will get high and will spread the 'virus' to Xin hui.

Ofcourse today the same thing happen, even in the morning yi xuan high le -.- then we at there chatting instead of doing work loh. haha.
Second break out of no where suddenly xin hui pop out the topic of relation.
then at that time we know how dan chun can xin hui be.
we shouldn't be teaching her too much stuff later she blame us -.-
at there we were laughing like the place is own by us.

ok, then main thing is, we only started reading up abit nia loh !
see lah play too much. last min chiong here and there, hoping can cover our butt -.-
sorry ar ppl, today de grade don't expect much. if get B can laugh le -.-

after sch waited for km, but then i realise she went hm le -.- make me wait so long -.-
at least i got to know the person name whom i should find to get out cambodia stuff back.
But that guy busy loh, always not in office. nvm tmr find him again.

today tired de loh. ytd so late slp, then my grp make me laugh, cause me even tired.
slept on bus, come hm, eat then slp again -.-
had my Rj done and read up abit for UT and now here to blog.

TKS xin hui and yi xuan for the joy. -.- though keep kanna bully . but fun being same grp.
Pls hor, both of u don't need matchmake for me.

got to know that jingkai didn't make it for his TP. don't sad ok? lend from it. the most next time i go there support u loh . haha. JYJY!

ppl pls don't give up when u are facing problem like studying. always ask for help. not like ppl will scold u for asking of help. :)
so JYJY in yr studies. yes i am facing some problem in study too and trying to solve it :)
time to slp . bye. tc . gd night

setbacks are to be conquer and knowledge are to be gain .

no mood?

2008-05-07T01:10:00.003+08:00

wa, today no mood at all. even at the starting of class.
last night slept around 12.30am? so should have enough slp ba?
after thinking still don't understand the reason for not having any motivation .

To start off with. i am just wasting my time in class. i really did NTH ! Yes, learning is involve, i from waimar and 6p for today de objective, BUT i did do anything at all. NOT even worksheet. -.-

but at least today manage to settle vivian de problem. went to OSG during second meeting to get all of our stuff back. they refer me to OSC(one stop centre). then reach OSC they say person in-charge not around come back later.
Went to talk. cos wanna quickly clear my CE, a talk about filming, kinda nice wan . funny? haha
Went back class to see wat they have done. try to understand abit .

After sch went back to OSC again to look for the person, this time they told me email the OSG head, to find out who is in-charge of the SL opening stuff, cos they have no idea who is the in-charge. -.-
its really damn waste of my time. see how 'gd' RP can be. just hope that they are holding the stuff which belong to vivian.
if possible i won't do this running again, it took lots of time and effort just to get our stuff back and RP always teaches us to have gd communication skill, and this is their product, pushing things to here and there, and things they will say ' this is not under us, u should go and find others'

Took MRT to YCK for my BTT, and i nearly over shot the stop cos was slping-.-
BTT result ma? not too bad. this time manage to PASSED !
haha. tks for all the wishes. BTT also have to depend on luck de loh. today de ques is alot more easier compare to my first BTT -.-

JINGKAI all the best for yr later de TP ! remember pass treat me dinner ar. haha
time to slp . bye.tc

All decision made with either positive or negative result are just a lesson for us to learn

sian!

2008-05-05T22:38:00.005+08:00

hi, back to post le wor. see wat a nice guy i am . -.-
just now at sch pass vivian her tea cup ? its like finally! have great fear holding it loh, if its break i think my head will be like watermelon? cut into lot of parts.

But at that moment then i know 1 of the item is missing. oh my. pray hard for me. if can't find it, think the sch will be on fire -.-

with the support of km, went to have a hair cut at char mama there. not bad ar, cut hair still got free story to hear. haha. content ma, comment about char de bf ? hmm.. not any new topic lah-.-

after thinking hor, i realise for financial accounting and IT security and management i didn't do much thing de loh. to me financial i still lots of doubt. hmm... for IT security ma, its interest me so still kinda ok ba? The rest ba, learn at lesson time and 6 p. haha

Was just talking wat grp i want to have? hmm... gd ques. i don't wan a too chiong de grp can le. i repeat, i am not super hardworking/chiong de type. so i dislike chiong and got things struck . if wan die i rather die peacefully.

ok lah, not much feeling to continue le. stop here. bye.tc . gd night
all the best for all having exam/UT.

at times things should left unspoken and observe by ourselves

schedule!

2008-05-04T00:27:00.007+08:00

is this nice?!?!?
All tks to xin hui. see yr name is out hor -.-

just a comment from me then she make for me . tks tks

but abit too gal lei -.- OOPS!

i have edit some of the link, if any of u wanna me link u just inform me :)

hmm... following weeks will be kinda busy ?

mon(5/5)- UT

tues(6/5)-UT + BTT

wed(7/5)- rest?

thrus(8/5)-UT again!

fri, sat- rest ba or go out ?

sun(a special day?)- planning for a program?

next wk

wed(14/5)- planning for a program too. haha

15/5-28/5 --> working at taka.

hmm... boring life ar?

but i also lazy make planning lei. wat to do. special day ma-.-

oh ya, char, when is our kayaking ! u having off on weekend le hor ! haha. maybe next week i ask u out ba? but u free meh ? oops!

will try to update often ok ?

being able to handle conflict help us to grow and cause us to be closer

update

2008-05-01T23:01:00.006+08:00

ok, quickly run through wat i been doing.

tues
had java, learn about array. not too bad can understand. then went for my SL(service learning) presentation. kanna surprise that many of ppl came. a nice and sweet ending yea? after that presentation, its a stop to this SL trip. feel a little touch, with the slides running and the speech they gave. well, u will understand the feeling only when u are involve and experience all the stuff.

At that moment, all the stuff run through my mind, all the happening from start of this trip to the end.
fazi took me for taking part in this trip and stuff i had done
my reply to u will be: " its my pleasure able to take part in this trip. each has a role to play in a team and wat i have done is play my role :) though the SL trip has come to an end, but i believe all the memories had been rememeber. "

after sch went met up with joyce + cindy, when to suntic. then marine square for a walk.

WED
had learn some coding, how ppl break code and form codes. and now angie and i are playing it -.- angie remember (3)will be our standard unless we change it. -.-
went to fila office to meet up my hr for pay and talk about coming job.
went to century to meet jeff, bing, hao they all for movie. Ironman. kanna a nice show. how i wish have a home like his -.-

THRUS

went to jurong bird park will my uncle, cousin, bro . ok lah, nth much. just bird loh -.-
but kinda tired lah, woke up at 7.45-8? then around 3 went back hm le.
had slept till 9? haha

Friday
hmm.... today problem ma, okok ba? no coding. so at least ok ba? but the lesson is super boring. can slp de loh -.-

SAT(today)
send my charger to see doc(acer). walau, a weekend then have to wake up early. been having trouble with charger since tues le. but no time to go acer.
tmr will be going to OG orchard for 1 day work.

time to go le. bye. tc

don't count the time instead let the time count u

i dislike this!

2008-04-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

i sure dislike this!
since last wk till this wk, i hardly eat dinner at hm.
mostly due to sch stuff(SL)etc.
this wk ma, only mon went hm for dinner,
tues, stay at sch till 9+? for video and presentation things
wed, being a fool had agreed to help friends out, had to go to far east-.-
thrus(today), had PP workshop till 6pm, went popular to buy stuff for the set up and in the end the person told us, our things won't be display. ok fine! so damn stupid lah, from sch to woodland inter(popular) back to sch. then tell us we won't be displaying our stuff.
since when u can see me so hardworking going back to sch -.-

nvm, next tues after presentation then can relax abit le.

well, for work ma, more or less should be ok ba? but for java, have to catch up my own le-.-
sql still ok, the rest ok lah, only java. hmm... must work hard le.
not been doing well.
ok i slp le lah. bye. tc. night :)

NOT EMO !

2008-04-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

i know i am a few supporter ! haha. tks tks.
let me say this before u all come comfort me.
I have recover long ago!!
not emo anymore !!!

i realise april is a problem month ar?
so many ppl facing problem.
So is with work, friends, personal, relation.
in fact every month sure got ppl face problem de lah. but maybe april even more?
Don't know la, but take it easy solve yr problem 1 by 1 ya?

Just when i start thinking of sin hui and she email me.
cos currently she study uni at melb
Cool ya? that time also thinking of her then next day came online, its like she can hear my 'calling' -.- haha
well, in fact kinda miss my life when sec 4, the days working in popular.
got to know alot of nice ppl there. all of them take gd care of me except manager is bad. haha
though had left popular le. but still in contact with a few (include sin hui, joyce, cindy, etc.)

Ofcourse i do enjoy my current job too, Loreal + fila. cos meet all the nice ppl.
unlike at mac call centre -.- managment bad till.......

i say this again. i am alright le !!
ok lah. stopping here. bye.tc

a good relation is 1 that can overcome all hardship and challenges